Memories. Do Not Open

It all feels familiar I know all of this with my eyes shut Because I have done this a gazillion times Old habits Dying hard Or not I hold on to the memories tight Someone said it’s because they are they only things that never change While we wizen and wither into nothingness Hmmm If […]

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Lost

I am lost Lost in things other than myself I lost myself in wholes Which were rabbit holes I had dug for myself I consorted with spirits I believed were kindred Alas They were neither kind nor red I am lost In the labyrinth of my mind Escaping the minotaur of my thoughts Crawling on […]

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November 14 (Explicit)

I have a message that needs to be sent To the living dead Who are alive and well To the ghosts fleeting Moonwalking through hallucinations and driving me into delusion To love songs and heartbreak A deadly cocktail To getting drunk on dreams and waterboarded back into reality To October 24 and 31 And the […]

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Memory of the Elephant

I live and die everyday Zombified by your necromancy Movements like a marionette Stiff and jerky Each day is the same as the last Yet I wake up and marvel at the time The days are gradually spinning into yarns of weeks and months Being woven into the great tapestries of years One big picture […]

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CLOSURE

I reopened old wounds today Sitting right across from you I think after all this time there is still a price to pay Sitting in the silence through and through Going through a box of memories I shouldn’t have opened SIGHT The sunlight draws a little halo around your hair It was a day like […]

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Empathy

The pain I feel Because I never want you to feel the Pain I feel You feel the pain I never want you to feel the pain I Feel because You feel Pain The joy that I share with you because You feel joy And so I Feel Joy The joy that you feel because […]

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Torture

White light Lurid lights Hogtied and strung up I swing Back and forth; pendulum. The searing pain Of fingernails tearing. I let out a muffled scream The stinking sock balled in my mouth Constricts my tongue. Then comes the feathers When pleasure becomes pain My eyes bulge And my feet are wrung. Then the steam […]

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